I am grateful for the trials I have had in life. Without them, ironically, I would be a broken, pathetic person.
The toughest moments for me are when I am dealing with something inside me that really isn't that significant outwardly. For example, I can deal with divorce, death, and illness easily because I have too, but if I'm dealing with something like self-esteem or anger it's a constant battle. It is so hard.
A battle no one can see or help you with. A continual arguement with yourself and desperate moments of surrender. That's hard. It's almost easier not to deal with it.
But I wonder...if I win the battle inside me can it, will it prevent some of the hardships in life. Will it make life a little lighter...a little easier to deal with?
Can I... someday... truly have peace?
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