hmph:(

I was in a very good mood but not anymore. I was really excited about the new year and the things unfolding behind it which made me very hopeful and happy. But yesterday my life had a few bumps in it. After being rejected by a lover and having to terminate one of my favorite employees I feel a bit down. I woke up distrought, sad, and a bit negative. I try to comfort myself and look on the bright side of things but than a thought occured "Why would I want to do that?" I need to grieve a little. I need to feel these moments to live and learn from them. If I don't, I might miss out on something....a life lesson. So here I am, feeling a little sorry for myself and annoyed with the fact that I don't have control over eveything in life. I guess I need to let go, feel, live and hopefully things will turn out fine.