I appreciate the things I have in life. I just wish sometimes I can change the way I have it.

I get really confused sometimes. In life people set out to achieve this perfect state of happiness, success, and love and although things get messy you are never to give up "hope". But while we are caught up in our own little world made up of our surroundings there are so many crazy uncontrollable events that occur and make everything seem so meaningless.

I have two extremes...one that believes and hopes more than enough...and another that believes in nothing at all. I teeter between the two...or at least attempt to.