One of my favorite movie quotes is from Love Actually where the little boy explains his feelings for his first love and describes it by saying "What could be more awful than the dreadful feeling of love" or something like that...from my own experience it is awful...and exciting, moving, motivating, wonderful all at the same time.
I am glad to be able to say that I have experienced love in its real form. It never leaves me, this love of mine, but I will never have it at the same time. I have never felt so lonely until I had truely known love.
