Honestly Current mood: romantic
I love the idea of love. Romance is natural in me and I often drift away in these fantasies of my needs, wants, and desires being fulfilled. When I am honest with myself, no matter how independent I may try to be, I see that my heart continually yearns for that partner that will fulfill this ache of mine. I also realize that I have never truly and deeply experienced true love. Sure, I do think I have felt it to some degree and I do love others......but this love I seek to offer someone is still sitting on the shelf. It sits there as a valuable adornment. Sometimes admired, dusted off every now and then...but never belonging to anyone. Why do I believe my love to be so valuable? Do I have to leave it sitting on a shelf waiting for the right person to come along and see its worth and to take it as thier own? Maybe there is a better way to display it...maybe I should be a better salesperson...more open to prospects...hmmm. Well at least for now that's where it will sit...hoping for someone to pick it up again. I don't know what else to do with it.
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