Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hidden
Tonight I'm just rambling....My life motto is "everything happens for a reason". It's up to me to get the most out of each moment as possible. My job is to experience and grow. To continually strive for more and to stretch myself to become the person I am intended to be. If I lose sight of that simple task I am lost. Distraught, sad, and overwhwelmed with all life has thrown at me. If for a moment I stop believing, hoping or feel sorry for myself my life is thrown into a whirlwind. This week I had migraines for the first time in my life...I thought I had a tumor...pain, self-pity is no place for me to be. I have no place tip-toeing around in that area. I can easily lose my mind. My life is larger than myself. I have global intentions to reach the masses. To make dreams a reality and overcome all odds. I cannot be self defeated. I beat myself up so my skin is tough, my heart is ready, and my mind is set on what I want, what I need, and what I intend to accomplish. Only then I become invincible and can finally be at ease. I only deserve the best. I can't settle for less. I have already experienced that ans I know I need more. I am impatient and unsettled when it comes to life being mediocre. I am looking for the right fit...when it comes to my career and a relationship. I know what I want, what I dream for, I can't settle for less. Most chances are out of my power but my choices aren't so I choose to seek the best for myself...if I keep that a priority I know I will not wait forever. The time for the truth and my path to reveal itself will come soon. He will show his faceto me without complication. It will find me.