I don't know if it's just a bad day, week, year or if my attitude is actually changing. I have been getting angry for the littlest things. I am usually a calm person but am I beginning ot lose my peace?
I was mad a the lady at the postage store because she would not ship my return item for free. I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO PAY! I thought what an ignorant biatch....she works here and has no clue! I said I'd go somewhere else and stormed out. I thought "wow, I am really mad!" I could feel my blood rush to my head and my fore head cringe....aaarrrggh.
As I am writing this I understand that it is normal to feel this way from time to time....nothing is wrong with me. I'm not a horrible person. I think I feel guilty for being mad because of Bible guilt. If you are not perfect you are sinning....I'm not perfect and I may be sinning but that's just fine with me....
I am free.
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