Looking at President Bush's picture of grief in the newspaper over the financial crisis makes me see his lack of sincereity and concern for his people. I don't think this look of grief is over the havoc of this nation but over his own personal agenda.

God has a plan

I was reading throught he Wall Street Journal this morning as it spoke of the aftermath of the Lehman failure and the hopelessness of AIG and the continued tragedy on Wall Street. As I was reading I could feel the energy of anxiety vibrating from the pages. I began to question my decision to make a career move into such an unstable market.



My thoughts quickly led to this year's election.



We need to change what we are doing and quick. We need people in office that are not afraid to do something different. To expand our options and send the American people down a different path. We need leaders who are willing to educate...develop... lead our people to greatness.

Truly living a life for God is like living like Lil' Wayne. Everyone wants to catch a taste of your beat. People feel the genius rhythm inside.

The Great I Am

Lately. I've been on a journey and I find myself standing bare looking inside to what is really within. Here are a few things that have been revealed to me but are not new to the world.

God is all. He is in all creation. He reveals himself differently to many but is One. Yahweh.

He is constantly revered by the innocent. Animals and babies know him.

Religion judges Him as it judges others. God is not religion but love. He sows His love in every one of us. We must regard that love he has placed in His creation, in us, in ourselves.

He is our Father. He cares for us and seeks an intimate relationship with His children. With each of us. No application or preface. No ritual or cleansing. No sacrifice but that of His Son and our open hearts. When our hearts are open he lets himself in. Abba.

God has become so real to me that I have lacked reverence to Him. He is Omnipotent and deserves my respect and worship. Adonai.

I am scared to lose you. Once I know I like a person I am afraid to lose them or that he feelings will not be reciprocal. In turn I begin to let my head get ahead of me and create illusions and strongholds between us. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to be natural. I don't want to lose you.

I used to be scared to open up and let anyone in my life. But I want to open up to ou. I need someone like you. I need you. I am able to share myself now with others. I am ok with who I am and I have a lot to offer you. I am many things and I want to be all those things with you. I want to share myself with you.

I've been waiting for you. I don't want anything to stand in the way. Espcially, myself.

Today my horoscope said that my requirements for a mate are dual natured. That I can't have a flirt who is faithful or a wild child with a stable income, but I say why not?Am I asking for too much? I want passion and stability. Why can't I expect to have it all when it comes to a partner? Although I usually believe what the stars say to be true I'd have to disagree on this one. I believe he is out there.... He has a heart like mine. He is dynamic...confident, intelligent, outgoing...wow. He sees everything with an open mind and he can tell you exactly what he sees. He is a leader and he will bring out the best and the worst in me. I can trust him with my mind, my heart, my body, and with other women. He is thoughtful and loving not because it's natural but because he wants to be. We can be apart from each other without worry and without doubt of our need for each other. He is imperfectly perfect, not trying to fit one mold. He is full of life, and keeps my heart beating, my mind racing, and my emotions (good and bad) flowing. I am never bored around him and I know exactly what he is thinking and why and most of the time I totally disagree...Hmmm...let's see what else...he has a strong mind, strong body, nice hair, good style, chews with his mouth closed...he is sweet, supportive, commited, generous, passionate, ambitious, positive, easy-going, in control, resiliant, good kisser, lots of fun...he makes me laugh. He knows no limitations but understands his own and what's important in life. He makes the jeans look good and not the other way around. He's a good friend and a good son and a good lover......

Today my horoscope said that my requirements for a mate are dual natured. That I can't have a flirt who is faithful or a wild child with a stable income, but I say why not?Am I asking for too much? I want passion and stability. Why can't I expect to have it all when it comes to a partner? Although I usually believe what the stars say to be true I'd have to disagree on this one. I believe he is out there.... He has a heart like mine. He is dynamic...confident, intelligent, outgoing...wow. He sees everything with an open mind and he can tell you exactly what he sees. He is a leader and he will bring out the best and the worst in me. I can trust him with my mind, my heart, my body, and with other women. He is thoughtful and loving not because it's natural but because he wants to be. We can be apart from each other without worry and without doubt of our need for each other. He is imperfectly perfect, not trying to fit one mold. He is full of life, and keeps my heart beating, my mind racing, and my emotions (good and bad) flowing. I am never bored around him and I know exactly what he is thinking and why and most of the time I totally disagree...Hmmm...let's see what else...he has a strong mind, strong body, nice hair, good style, chews with his mouth closed...he is sweet, supportive, commited, generous, passionate, ambitious, positive, easy-going, in control, resiliant, good kisser, lots of fun...he makes me laugh. He knows no limitations but understands his own and what's important in life. He makes the jeans look good and not the other way around. He's a good friend and a good son and a good lover......